Life altering....

My life has taken many turns.

for good and for worse, I have seen my fair share.

Family problems have plagued me for many years. I used to have no real Home.

Left to fend for myself because of a filthy disease that has infected my life.

I believe what has shaped me is for my eyes only, because of the negative impact it has had on me.

What's mine is mine.

I trust no one.

I believe in myself.

and i show no weakness.

Everything that has happened to me has made me a very strong minded person.

I have found who i am, I have discovered my own belief system,

i have found............. ME.

I look at the world from a different perspective now.

I care about people, about being a Human Being.

I watched this movie once called waking life

this quote kind of explains it.

Hey. Could we do that again? I know we haven't met, but I don't want to be an ant. You know? I mean, it's like we go through life with our antennas bouncing off one another, continuously on ant autopilot, with nothing really human required of us. Stop. Go. Walk here. Drive there. All action basically for survival. All communication simply to keep this ant colony buzzing along in an efficient, polite manner. "Here's your change." "Paper or plastic?' "Credit or debit?" "You want ketchup with that?" I don't want a straw. I want real human moments. I want to see you. I want you to see me. I don't want to give that up. I don't want to be an ant, you know?

Everyone has there stories.

But there is one common thing that bonds us all.

The fact that we are human, We are supposed to interact, and to learn from each other.

But were held back by societies boundaries.

My life changing event has definitely Opened my eyes up to the world around me.

I'm no longer a pre-programmed robot that moves through life like an ant.

But rather a FREE person,

Free of the religious dogma our society presents.

Free of the social boundaries, that restrict human curiosity.

I would never change any of it.

Random Post!!!!

My post of the day is going to be about drifting. Its something that i find very interesting and and looking to pursue. Drifting is the art of sliding your car sideways around a corner. Hugging the inside line and throwing out the back end resulting in a controlled slide. Its a technique that takes much practice and is defiantly an acquired skill. I have many friends who drift and there stories and ideas help me a lot. I own a nissan 240sx which is a good, low dollar starter drift car. A drift car needs to first be a RWD car. Then you need a lower than stock, and stiff suspension setup. You also need to have a locking rear end or welded differential. After all that its left up to driver skill.

Pictures, pictures, pictures.

UNDAWATA!!!

Under the surface, Between the hot volcanoes, Beyond the vast sea plane, lies the great utopia of Atlantis. With the competitive under water polo, and sea horse races, Atlantis is the Mecca of underwater civilization. Poseidon, the king of Atlantis and god of the sea, rules with an iron fist.

But the people there are very quite and civil, there are no cars because well, they live underwater

and all have tails.

Poems...

She moves like a penguin, without flight

of stupid words and pointless lies.

my face turns red, filled with spite.

when she speaks, my thought dies.

she is so unaware, she cannot see the light.

i avoid interaction, eye to eye.

Im infected with your stupidity

with half a brain, or maybe less

there's not a thought in your proximity.

your words are nothing, not absorbed but surpressed.

Do something productive, not limit your activity.

Your in a hole, knowing nothing of success.

Every word makes me cringe.

every move makes me freeze.

we put up walls, but you impinge.

We ignore but you appease

We push you to the fringe

You are nothing but disease

Nickname...

My nickname is kind of ridiculous. It was given to me by my long time football coach kelly. It was Maddog, because I was always 110% on the field. Plus, the name Madison is a little girly for the game of football. He would call me Maddog every practice my first year playing and it started to catch on with my team mates. Before i knew it, my whole team was calling me Maddog. At first I didn't like the nickname, but after a while it began to grow on me.

ALL ABOUT ME!!

I'm a free thinker.

I'm a philosopher.

I'm strong Minded.

I'm a very complex person.

I'm not easily influenced by the world around me. I form by own opinions based off of my idea of right and wrong.

I help people out of the goodness in my heart, not because it benefits me.

I know where i belong in this world, regardless of how you label me.

I am confident, and I know who i am, that's something rare in a high school student.

I accept people for who they are, not what they look like.

I think respect is key, without it there is no order.

thats enough about me, what about you?

Greatest invention

the greatest invention of the decade would definitely have to be the xbox 360. It changed the face of gaming forever. The amazing graphics and Dolby 5.1 surround sound offered by the xbox 360 are unmatched by any other game console on the market today. The xbox 360 is the major game console represented by the Major League Gaming association. The consoles potential isn't even completely reached. But with the release of Project Natal in summer of 2010 it will be. It will be a motion capture more advanced than any other motion capture gaming device on the market today. With real time interaction with video game characters, its bound to open doors for future development. The xbox 360 is a very powerful game console, and one of the most recognized consoles in gaming history. that's why i think its one of the greatest inventions of the decade.